Thursday, December 21, 2006

the light....


i've made up my mind

i've finally figured it out....

i have only hesitated so far because ed threatened to just dissappear altogether, and now i know that it is his choice to make and i cannot change him either way

he will do whatever it is he sees fit, and he will only look out for himself and there is no stopping him...

i have to accept this

i have to move on

i married a man i thought i loved and i gave him all i had to give, and he threw it all away, and now expects me to feel sorry for him! well i am done!

i am gonna pick up the broken peices of my life and heart and family and i am moving on.. yes it will be a long hard road from here, and i may never even get the bare minimum from him, but you know what? i never did, so what?

he was just one more mouth to feed

he was a thorn in my side, and a rock in my shoe.. well now, shoeless and bleeding, here i go.. and i am not looking back.




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Little Steff


Right on sista !!!


Posted by Little Steff on Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 8:54 PM
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Angie


Through the ups and downs always look back at what you wrote just now. It's inspiring!


Posted by Angie on Thursday, December 21, 2006 at 9:05 PM
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scotts nurse

Renee, we support you 100%.

Posted by scotts nurse on Sunday, December 24, 2006 at 2:47 PM